My Feeling Today...

Long time no see ... sorry, just have no time to write, and got no idea to write 4 :( but nowdays... I really want to share about my feelings... it's like a bad mood to make social activity with friends... its really not like usual, but I enjoy it. Maybe I only need time 4 my self , to refresh my mind and my brain ?? I dont know.. but I refer like to be alone right now :)

I hate such an individual life... I feel like my friendship now just like a lip service. oooh.. I really miss a friendship like my past time, full of happiness... not just take an advantage from a friend but also giving something :) how sweet... :)
I feel like people arround me just cheat on me :( just using me for their goal... how really a bad & negative thinking :'( but I just cant help my feelings now ... soooo... just let it flow with time... hoping its getting better soon..
But However... Thanks god that You had gave me some incredible friends in my life.. altought they not beside me all the time... But I will always remember them as my best friend.. Thanks a lot.. my dear God :)

dear all...

it's been quite long since my last posting :) I almost forget my password to entry this blog :( My world is running great, nothing change as long here... but some times I feel lonely here... far from my lovely family.. missing my mom so much ;). some time when i feel so lost.. lost uf family.. lost of friend.. Ill take my motorbike and go arround the town. it repair my feeling a lil bit ;) but when i found nothing to release my sadness i have to take a bus and go to my home town Padang ha..ha.. nothing could get me to normal exept my lovely home.... I LOVE TO COME BACK HOME..ANYWAY !!
it'spretty much from me now, see u in next posting :) BYE !

Indonesian Democratic Election

In the next 3 days we will have a Democtaric election for Legislatives member in National & Province Level, It makes me so dizzy coz there are so many candidates appear to public room, promoted them self with so many ways like leaflet, poster , news paper and also commercial break on TV. Street side full of big poster of these candidates, not only in the center of the city, but its full until the side of the city. I think most people will be think like the way Im…I FEEL TIRED WITH ALL THIS STUUFF !! Tired of my eyes, my Brain , my heart and my soul… CAPEK LAHIR BATHIN, we say in Indonesian.. =( Hope all this activity will be ended sooner… hope all these tiredness will give the best result to this nation.. would it be ?? Hope we could find the best candidates for our Legislative Member, clean & honest people, No corruption track record, Supporting Good Governance issued and Practicing Transparantion and Accountability. But However it is..IM TIREEEEEED, IT’S All enough for NOW..!!

How to start..??

Now...I'm traying to write something..Its not easy for me..coz I never did it b-fore, hope I could write something interesting...prooving my english as well, give something positive to each other, and sharing experience with friends in this blog. Hope You all like it..;)
SEE U SOONER - RENI